If I Could Retry My Last Five Years

If I had the last five years of my life to do over, I would work hard to get to a better place than where I've now arrived. I would work harder, instead of beating myself up mentally for being lazy while never doing anything to improve the situation. I would tell the loved ones that I have lost in that time (as well as the ones that I still have) that I love them more times than I did, to the point that it would annoy them, but hopefully resonate to reflect my actual feeling. I would be a better me then, to be a better me than I am now.